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Wooo~~ He reach Langkawi already...

plus he is very happy together with his friends now~

but me I was sitting in front of the computer and writing a sad blog for

you to read.. :/

Today I've been a very bad girl cause I lied to him ><

SORRY!

until now I didn't tell him...

I lied that today is my last day of working 

but actually nope!

yesterday is my last day...

and I didn't tell him also...

hmmm... I feel like I'm making a habit now...

Everything I also didn't tell him~ ><

hmmm~ if he knows that he sure will

sigh!

want

whole day thinking of him and less text him cause he is having fun with his 

FRIENDS!

I really feel like shouting and crying!

I try not to but is very hard...

especially when I miss him..

I tell myself that I don't miss him but actually I miss him the most!

Is so hard for me!

I very 'SAN FU' !

and I can't burst everything out...

If I burst everything out...

both of us will start to quarrel...

and we will have a cold war.....

sigh!~

I miss him so much...

feel like hugging him tightly...

and feel like crying on his shoulder...

I cannot cry! cause last time I promise him before that I wont cry anymore!

I need to smile no matter how hard it is...

Actually now I know why I don't want him to go to this trip..

because no matter how free is he also...

his friends will keep on calling him to accompany them go here and there..

but he don't accompany me worr~ even text messages also very hard

Just now talking with him on the phone and than his friends call him to go out..

see how 'busy' is he~

than of cause I will said...

'U go out with your friends I don't want to disturb you larr... No need

to text me le...'

 but in my heart I was like hoping so much that he will text me.. but is okay...

 and now he is sleeping cause just now he text me that he is going to sleep...

sigh~ 

Day 1 is going to past..

now is 11:39 PM

but still got 2 days...

that I need to wait~ 

how to wait?

If you say I got work than is okay cause time will past very fast..

but now I'm not... I need to stay at home all day thinking of him... ><

SUFFERING man! >< 

Loving someone is not suffering but missing someone is damn

SUFFERING! 

 












爱一个人不辛苦但想念一个人很辛苦

``I miss you lotsss!