my burfdae coming lurr~~
i was thinking dat there is another sad waiting for me..
every year hope dat i will have a great time for my birthday..
but... nope! but my families do give me a 'great' time...
'great' time wit full of tears... no one ever understands how i feel..
coz they have a good time wit their frens..families.. and more..
but.. all i have is scolding from my mother... EVERY YEAR!
why?? coz my birthday is an exam day..haha!
my fren told me dat she juz celebrate once onli for her burfdae..
but.. when i think bout mine...
i more worst..
every time my birthday comes... i noe it will be full of DISASTERS..
full of tears...not happy tears.. but is sad tears.. haha! funny~
all those bad memories reali makes me hate my birthday very much..
if my frens told their frens bout my birthday... i dun reali like it..
coz i will think back de past..
not happy at all~~
i remember last year my birthday is de last day of PMR..
i thought i can be happy.. but....
no..
i thought my ex would accompany me for my birthday but...
he went to cc and play DOTA wit his STUPID FRENS!!!
all dis bcome a nightmare to me..
i thought he will wish me..
but nope... nothing.. juz.... SILENCE......
i wont ask for more for my birthday...
as long as they have de heart to remember it... den i d very happy~
but last year reali gives me a nightmare...
before i went to school in de morning..
my mom scolded me for not eating breakfast onli...
den my mom 'fat lan jar' and throw all de things in to basin
and went in to de room...
of coz.. i go cleaned everything wit my tears rolling down..
and den luckily my sis help me wit it..
so dat i can sit for de exam..
wat a nightmare!!
actually i asked myself dat is de past my birthday present??
hmmm... mayb~
now i was thinking wat will gonna happen to me when my
birthday comes...
hmmm~~ mayb another nightmare awaits me~
wat can i do???
all i can do is wait for another nightmare comes...
SADNESS/TEARS is my birthday present!
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