28/9 First Time♥

is my first time seeing him crying so badly...

hurting so badly... 

whenever i saw him like this... my tears roll down...

when i saw him hurt... my heart will pain too..~

is my fault seeing him being like this.. i make him become like this...

everything is my fault!!

if is not bcoz of me... i wont see him crying so badly in front of me..

hurt so badly in front of me... 

i noe his feeling.. bcoz i have tried b4...

dis feeling was like something or a knife keep on stabbing ur heart...

i understand... but SO WHAT!!! 

there is a wound in his heart now... how can it be heal???
feel sorry to him... i thought i can do better to make him happy..
but i dun think is working... 
i make him worry all de time...~~
he treat me so good but de way i treat him...
is not good enough...
how can i do to improve myself???
i reali dun wan to see dis happening again~~
it reali breaks my heart to piecesss...
if i keep on like dis...
i noe one day he will leave me...
i reali dunno wat to do to make him happy...
i tried my very very best.. but i still make him upset..
wat to do??
i noe he is giving me chances... and i am trying to appreciate it..
i hope i wont repeat it again...
dis is de first and de last time~~
coz i've promise him...
wish i can do it...
wish i can treat him better..
wish i wont hurt him so badly anymore~~
wish our relationship will last long.. until the end of our life..


sorry my dear~ i have promise you dat i wont do it again
and i promise i try my best to make u happy...
and wont hurt you or make you feel sad~
i promise my dear~~ i SWEAR! 
























i'm sorry!

``i promise!``