yesterday(22/7) i dunno why after he sent me home~
i start to think nonsense 'AGAIN'!!!!
dis time~ more worse~ i even can think dat 'she' have fall
in love wit my MAN... i try to stop thinking nonsense~ but i cant~
and when i keep thinking... my heart is cracking to pieces~
so i start to cry... but den i stop bcoz i went to tuition~
after tuition my mood is getting better~
but.... when i suddenly saw his msg bout ...................
bully him~ i start to think nonsense jorr~
dat time~ i reali feel like wanna cry~
but i try to control it~
when i reach home... de tears burst out!!! ><
dat time i reali feel like wanted to say '_ _'
dis word to him~ but after i ask him some question
i change my mind~ den he try to advice me and tell de truth
bout his feeling~ so i listen to him~
but......................
TODAY (23/7)
when i reach skool and saw 'her'.. i dunno why
i feel like wanted to scold her~ but... i tell myself dat...
CANNOT... so i when i saw 'her' i juz avoid 'her' onli~
bcoz of 'her'... my mood bcome like dis~
bcoz of 'her' i think nonsense!!!
i noe i cant blame someone dat i dunno is 'her' wrong or not~
even though i feel like 'she' wanted to take my MAN away
from me~ but all i can do is juz be normal... dats all i can do~
when recess time~ i juz dunno wat to do~
i saw 'her' was like keep on finding my MAN~
dat time my tears reali wanted to burst out d but...
luckily i still can control it~
den when my MAN come and find me~
i can see from 'her' face dat~ 'she' is unhappy bout it~
i dunno why when i saw 'her'... i will feel like 'she' is going to
take my MAN away from me~ i oso dunno how am i going
to face 'her'... when i saw 'her'~~
i juz hope 'she' wont take my MAN away from me~
and of coz i noe~ if 'she' show her 'wolf tail'... and try to
'goda saya punya LELAKI...'
mayb my MAN will fall for it~~
dats wat i scare now!!!! ><
i juz dun wan it to happen... dats all!!!!!!!!!!!
JUZ STAY AWAY FROM HIM!!!
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