i'm scare~~

i'm scare of many things now~ plus one of dis thing juz 

happen to one of my fren~

i reali din think dat dis kind of situation will happen~

de first time they were very sweet and lovely~

not juz dat... they d together very long le~

even though me and dear dear together le juz 2 month plus~

but i reali dun wan dis situation happen between our relationship..

some more mayb my dear next year go NS le~

juz bcoz my dear go NS i more scare le~

 i scare he will change his heart~

or mayb love other girl juz like my fren gehx bf le~ 

i juz dun wan dis to happen~

but i noe i cant control de time or his feelings~

i scare dat he will forget me~ mayb...~ 

 i scare dat he will feel boring bout me~

i scare~ i'm scare of everything~ i scare

my last time gehx characteristic come back again le~

i'm scare~ i very scare~

even though if he promise me dat he wont love

other girl or anything else~ i still very scare~

some more next year he d graduate le~

 i oso dunno how can we stay our relationship~

i dunno~~ i reali dunno wat will happen next year~

and it keeps me worry everytime~ ><

haizzz~

 will he change after graduate??

``i need you in my life~ ``