today~~ sad?? happy??? [DUN THINK TOO MUCH LARR~]

today dunno consider it as happy or sad~

after skool.. of coz happy but dunno why when i reach 

home i have dun have dat feeling~ mayb bcoz i miss him too much le~

dunno why feel like wanted to be wit him all de time

but today my fren said dat if u meet everyday and everytime

u will feel boring de worr~~ hmmmm~ i dunno why i wont~

de long de relationship de more i feel like wanted to 

see him all de time~ sigh..... how can i solve it lerr???

hmmmm.. mayb bcoz last time i d use to it guaaaa~ so now got 

a bit awkward le~~ hmmmmm~~

now waiting for him to reply me~ 

dunno wat is he doing~ a bit worry now~~

[few minutes later........] at last he replied~~

i dunno why suddenly feel unhappy~ hmmmm...

mayb bcoz he is not here....guaaa.... ><

dunno~~ 

sighhh.............. wat is dis feeling inside me now??? 

''can somone help me??''

dis feeling was like want me to cut myself guaaa...

can i??? 

if i did cut myself... will dis feeling gone???

mayb can^^ let me try baa~~ laterrrr... ><

hehehe^^ hope hw wont noe it~ xDD

wakakakaa~~ ><

i feel like i'm crazy now~ bcoz sometime sad sometime happy~

dunno which one is de one~~ sighhhhh.......

wats wrong wit me?? 

even my own self oso cannot help le~~ macam mana??

i go ''zhuang qiang'' baaa~ ><

good??? wakakkaakak....

dunno~~ sighhhh......~~

suan liao~~ i dun wan think jorr!!!

better go tuition and study~ ^^ hehehe~~

TATA!!! ><

`` i love you! TFS♥``