Saturday, December 4, 2010

Making Decision♥






2 days... it has been 2 days we been like this...
and now today I said break up!
hmmmm~ I really don't feel like breaking up with you
but together with me you will never be happy and  you will be hurt all the time 
by me! 
I love you! and how can I see you hurt so much!!
If I just see you hurt only and didn't do anything that means I don't love you...
I said I want to break up it doesn't mean I don't treasure you or don't love you~
In my heart I treasure you the most and I love you the most..
but how can I continue seeing you hurt so much because of me???
There are so many ways to love someone...
sacrifices...lies...
you said you will give me 2 days time to think about it...
and today when you hug me tightly and said 
that you are not willing to break and leave me...
In my heart I was saying I'm not willing to do that also... 
My heart say no but my mouth say yess!~
what can I do now???
I love you so much and I really don't want to leave you
but think again if you continue together with you wont happy~ right?!
and some more you will hurt more~
I have told you that I love too much already...
Because I love you too deep and it will hurt you more~
Can you think again??? 
If you are me.... and I am you... what will you do???
will choose the same like me??
You said that I have promise you not to leave you... 
but inside my heart... I really didn't leave you..
Just as I promise right??
I don't know what to do~
If i change my mind I scared you will regret!
but if I didn't change my mind I scared I will regret~
what to do??
to make this kind of decision I really don't dare to choose both of the answer~
because it will still make us unhappy no matter what I choose.. right?
maybe I'm wrong..
maybe one of the answer will give us happiness
but which answer??
what if I choose wrong?? 
what will gonna happen to us??
what will gonna happen in future??
I don't know! 
my head full of question marks...
keep on asking myself which answer is the correct one..
so that both of us wont suffer~~
right??
If it's you... what will you choose???
continue?? or break?? 

sighhhh....~~~
Headache!!!! 
If i give you choose... will you choose for me?? 
I really very tired of thinking about those answers!
Is very BOTHERSOME!!! 
can give up??
sighhh~~ DD:




























It's Hard To Make A Decision!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
``Just Because I Love You! ♥``

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