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de way when u said u wanted together... i have told u dat i dun wan..

juz bcoz i noe de answer after together wit u.. but u dunno...

but now de truth is d in front of you.. u can say i very small gas..

u can say i very easily jealous... anything... but all dis is bcoz of wat??

my love to you!!!!

i love you too deep d~~

juz bcoz i love you too deep... i onli bcome like dis...

so... now i nid to avoid u from doing good to me...

juz to avoid all dis being happen...

i simply think bcoz i'm scare...

i scared ma fan u...

i scared u will waste ur money... juz bcoz of me..

i scared dat ur love to me will fade away..

i scared de things dat i do will hurt u..

i'm scared... scared of so many things..

i noe juz bcoz of all dis it makes u hurt alot...

i noe it hurts.... 

all i can do now is to say sorry and to avoid u....

can i do dat??? i dunno...

mayb it will hurts me alot but for u.. u will feel better...

i juz wan to make u feel better....

hiding my feelings away and hurting myself...

hmmmmmm.... mayb i deserve it to be hurt... 

now skool holiday 2 weeks... and i keep thinking dat...

we would see each other...

but i'm wrong... we dun even have dat chance to see each other..

u r working... and i'm at home.. 

all i can do is wait and wait and wait and wait 

for de time comes... but.... 

de things dat u have told me... reali makes me feel dat 

i d dun have de hope to wait... juz bcoz of dis i feel like...

we wont see each other not even once....

i reali do feel disappointed....

i noe one day u will read dis~~

and u will ask... why i din tell u...

i dun wan to tell u is bcoz i dun wan u to be hurt...

i wan myself to hurt oso dun wan u to be hurt...

and if i reali tell u d... wat can u do???

u told me b4 dat u will do the things i wan if u reali can do it...

but all dis u oso cannot do... wat for i still wan u to think so much...

plus... i dun wan to force u... if not... later  u will be hurt le...

i juz dun wan u to be hurt juz bcoz of me...^^

mayb u will say dat i'm stupid...

i admit dat i'm stupid... 

juz as i d told u dat... i can do everything [including stupid things] for u...

juz bcoz i love you...~~

i can feel dat.. it wont be long....

is juz see dat when will it happen...

mayb is time for u to decide whether u wan to continue or not..

and now... i need to wait again... for ur answer...~~

mayb 95% u will choose......... 5%............

any decision u make... i respect.. so...

de answer is in ur hand... man man think baa~~

i'm waiting........

not too long...........

  ``我爱你``