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From that day onwards

you didn't care much about me

yuppp... the exam is here

i understand it

without you here by my side this few days

i feel very down

i'm sorry for being mad at you without any reasons

i did that is because i want some attention from you

i hope you will care about me more

but that doesn't mean that i don't want you to study

when you having exam i always keep looking at the time

i wish the time goes faster because i can text you

but whenever you reach home

you said you are tired

okay i let you rest

than, after you woke up

you said you need to go tuition

okay fine i don't want to disturb you

but after your tuition you said you wanted to sleep early

that time i feel very disappointed

i asked myself that in one day

we text each other 100 words also didn't reach

i know if i told you all this you will feel very annoyed

and you wont bother about me

sometimes i said to myself that 

whenever you need me 

i always there

but  when i need you 

you are not there for me

i have so many things that i need to tell you

but i don't have the chance to tell you how i feel

if i really wanted to tell you about my feelings

i will text you when you are asleep

the more i hope for that thing the more it wont happen

sometimes i really cry myself to sleep

being sad for so many days

but you don't even know

so from now onwards 

i will smile in front of you

no matter how sad or how hurt am i

i being sad or hurt it doesn't matter for you anymore

because you will never know how hurt am i

i know one day you will said that you already fed up with me

being emo all day is very tired

I'm tired of being like this

i scared one day i really cannot continue to smile anymore

but cry more

i feel like dying! 

but cannot!

what can i do now???

i need you but you are not here to hug me

i miss you but you are not here by my side

i love you but you are not here to say i love you too.

did you ever notice all this??

i need you but you are not here to hug me

i miss you but you are not here by my side

i love you but you are not here to say i love you too.

``do you ever know how i feel ♥?``

Just A Dream by Nelly - Christina Grimmie & Sam Tsui (Plus Lyrics)

(Sam Tsui)

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
 (Christina Grimmie)
I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

(Sam Tsui)

I was at the top and I was like I’m in the basement.
Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.
I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.

My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I know that it just ain't right.

(Together)
I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.
 

(Christina Grimmie)
When I'm ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.
I'm tryin to get my usher over, but I can let it burn.
And I just hope you'll know you're the only one I yearn for.
No wonder I'll be missing when I'll learn?

Didn't give you all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about you baby.

Hey, you was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm wishin that she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong...

(Together)
And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a dream).
I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road)(down the road).
Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).
I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no...).

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a.. it's just a dream).
So I travel back, down that road.
Will you come back? No one knows.
I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream  
(baby, it was only just... it was only just a dream)

Nooo... Ohhh...

It was only just a dream.

♥ The Last Day Of School♥ Memories?...

today is de last day of skool... many of de students was like...

"awwww... i dun wan dis year to end..."

actually... for me... i reali dun wan it to end oso~

coz dis year gives me a lot of memories..

and oso dis year is my dear last year of skool...

next year i wont be seeing him anymore at skool..

i reali wish dat all dis is jus a dream...

i reali dun wan dis year to end... 

dis is my first time being in love with someone which is going 

to graduate soon enough...

i never think dat time passes so fast...

and next year is my turn to be like him..

sit for de SPM exam...

after dat... graduate...

sigh~ time do pass very fast...

at first.. it was like January 1 2010 and i see dat it still

got a long way to go.. but when it comes to an end..

we can see dat time do pass very fast..

i still remember de day when we met each other at de camp..

i reali never thought dat he will be my dear.. =]

think back... its like a dream dat i have been dreamed bout it..

i still dunno wat will going to happen between us..

we been together for half year .. its been so fast..~

and now he graduate... errr... half graduate.. ><

coz he still haven sit for his SPM exam~

^^

today at skool i reali thought dat he wont find me..

because i was like telling myself... today is de last day of skool..

will we be together de whole day??

nope~ not whole day.. half day... hmmm.. not even half~

when skool ends.. i reali wish dat de time will stop~

and both of us will have more time to be together..

but.. no... de time cannot stop~

de time is still moving... tick... tock.. tick.. tock..

i still dunno can i reali use to it or not.. without him at skool wit me

next year~

de feelings in my heart now... was like....

i oso dunno how to describe it~

i was thinking will we as happy as dis year when it comes to 2011?

frensss... love onesss~

form 5 students dat i noe..

good luck for their SPM exams.. wish they will get good results~ ♥

next year i wont be seeing them anymore except 

for them to come back and take their SPM results~

can i just stop here??

can i not move on??

can i stay at 2010 forever???

no...no...and no..~

i cannot stop here... i must move on and i cannot stay at 2010 forever~

i need to use to it.. even if its hard for me at skool next year~

i still need to move on~

it maybe a lot of difficulties but...

if our love and trust is strong.. we can do it~

no matter how difficult it is... we.... i... still need to move on~

move on and create our good career for our future~

dis is wat students is~ 

Gambateh! ♥

``i love you 2010 ♥``