i wish u were here~~

today after school i thought he will come and find me~ but...

he din~ he did ask me dat after dancing wan go where~

den i said dunno~ den he ask me again.. or i wan wit him~

in my heart i was thinking~ 

which girl doesn't wan to be wit her bf all de time~~

except dat de girl doesn't even love her bf at all~

so i din tell him my true feelings~ 

i juz tell him... if u dun wan.. den i dun wan to force u~

whenever i said those words (I DUN WAN TO FORCE YOU) 

my heart will break to piecesssss~~ bcoz whenever i said those word~

i noe wat is his answer ald~~ den later he said go home careful arr....

den i juz stare at de msg and wanted to cry...... plus my heart was cracking.....

den of coz i juz throw my phone in to de plastic bag together wit my uniform~

den dat time onwards until now~ i din even reply him~~

while i was walking home alone~ i heard someone walking behind me

very fast~ den i look back and i saw a guy... i thought he was 

finding someone... den he by pass me...

suddenly de guy standing on my left hand side and look at me

wit his PANTS OFF!!!!

my goodness!!! i SAW EVERYTHING!!! and i was freaking out~

i wanted to scream but nope~~ i cant~

den de guy saw me seeing him den he walk away...

i was like.... O.O

and very scare!! out of sudden dat de PERVERT came out 

from nowhere looking at me~

dat time i was very moody and wanted to cry~

after i saw dat pervert my tears burst out~

den i force myself not to cry....

when i reach home... i burst out crying very loud~~

i was scare and inside i was so pain....

i was hoping dat he is here... but no....

even though he sent me a msg said dat he very miss me...

but juz bcoz of dat msg.... it makes me cry...

i wish u were here.....

``i need you~``

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dis few days a lot of things happen in my life~ and of coz.. at skool oso~

de carnival has d past and now here comes de exam~

next monday exam start d~

until now i oso haven study~~ plus i'm sick now~

i reali dun have dat mood to study~

can i skip dis monthly exam??

sigh~~~ but got one thing dat reali makes me very happy and

cant even forget bout it~~ is dat...

my dear dear very very cute de~~ ><

de way he make me smile/laugh~

de way he smile at me~

de way he look at me~

de way he eat something~

de way he talk to me~

de way he called me~

de way he laugh at me~

de way he touch my nose~

de way he scold me~

de way he advices me~

and of coz~ de way he love me~ ><

i reali very happy to have him wit me~

i never ever feel regret to be wit him~ even though

we noe each other juz for a short time~

but i juz feel dat we been noe each other for a long time><

is juz a feeling~ and.... not juz dat...

de way he take care of me reali makes me feel very 

very very warm~~>< mayb.....juz bcoz

i

WAY TOO LOVE HIM!!><

 

dis feeling... i reali never felt b4 in my whole life~ ><

i think dis feelings makes me love him deeply~

anyway~juz bcoz of him i onli can be so happy~

is dis call 'happiness'???

but all i noe now is~~ i juz wan him in my life~~

dats all!!! ><

juz me and him~~^^ 

My cute dear dear~ ><

 love you so much!!

``TFS all i love is you!! ``